She helps me get through each day.I don't feel like I have much to celebrate or look forward to. I'm trying to be positive, but it's awfully hard. What with the very recent death of my grandpa, the loss of love and my best friend, and the stress of work that will soon be upon me (I'm working every single day until February) - it makes it difficult to recognize the good things in my life.
I'm trying to tell myself that 2008 will be a better year, but it's really hard to believe when it's starting off so horribly.
2005 was a pretty bad year for me, and 2006 started off HORRIBLY and was rocky for most of the year.
ReplyDeleteBut then 2007 was probably the best year I've had in my adult life, it was like everything i worked towards for the past 4 or 5 years finally fell into place, and all the hard work and trudging through the crap paid off.
There's nothing wrong with being upset, angry or sad if you don't let it debilitate you, you'll come away stronger and smarter the next time something tough rears its head. It may sound kind of cheesy and irrelevant, but "keep your head up."
Thanks Micah... I've been pretty miserable the past couple of months. one thing after another keeps happening and I'm so heartbroken but I know that this is only making me an even stronger person and I'm going to be wiser, and much more compassionate. I've just decided to focus on me and finally really get into my art. I've been ignoring it for far too long and it's time to do something about it. I'm trying to get as many people to hold me accountable as possible. After all of this is over, I will be the best me that I can be.
ReplyDeleteThanks Micah... I've been pretty miserable the past couple of months. one thing after another keeps happening and I'm so heartbroken but I know that this is only making me an even stronger person and I'm going to be wiser, and much more compassionate. I've just decided to focus on me and finally really get into my art. I've been ignoring it for far too long and it's time to do something about it. I'm trying to get as many people to hold me accountable as possible. After all of this is over, I will be the best me that I can be.
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