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goodnight

I am sprawled across my big new bed and tangled in fresh sheets. I love closing all of the doors to my room. I feel like I am shutting out the world and safe inside my own quarters. It has been raining a lot but I like what it does to my hair. I have been feeling small and bereft. I'm not sure what I'm looking at. I know, ambiguity in online postings is silly - but sometimes, ambiguous is all I can be.

bits of deutschland

Some of these belong to Evan.

This feels like ages ago. I regret taking so few photographs. What a dumb-dumb!

toby is magic

my dream, right now

If I could be with these four ladies, wearing this sweater coat and this hat, eating a peach pie or a plum upside-down cake, while sitting in a cozy cabin at doe bay; then I would be happy.

home again, home again

I am back from Germany and doing my best to adjust to the time difference. I have been shuffling around my apartment in cozy socks and my new snugly sweater, trying not to succumb to the unremitting temptation of sleep.

Back to 'real life'. I miss him so much already.

cannon beach

I am sitting at JFK airport with three more hours to kill before catching my flight to Berlin. Is this really happening? Somebody, pinch me!

oh boy

Kissing my sweet Kai goodbye before embarking on a very big adventure. First, Cannon Beach with my family for the weekend. Then, Germany with a very, very special someone. I will not see him for over two weeks! He will probably look like a totally different baby when I see him next.

oh man.

AND all of this.

Miss Comey, you are making my life awfully difficult.

settling in

This new place is starting to feel familiar and more like home. There are still a lot of messes everywhere. I need a dresser for my clothes, now that I no longer have a large walk-in closet to hide everything in. I didn't photograph Ashley's room, because she still has a lot of work to do. The view isn't quite like the one we used to have, but at least we still have a little one. There's also not nearly as much privacy. I have to think twice before pulling any article of clothing off. I really don't mind though because it is such a nice dwelling space. It is so much bigger and has a lot of charm.

I really like it here.